One day, I randomly — or maybe not so “randomly” — stumbled upon some information about our bodies and how they age. If you want to check the article out for yourself, you can read ithere.
The gist was addressing the fact that while some people think that our bodies “turnover” every seven years or so (as far as cell renewal goes), the reality is that parts like our skin and gut renew themselves (again, cell-wise) every few months while our heart and skeletal system typically take more than seven years to “flip.”
That got me thinking about the number seven, in general — which sent me down a bit of an online research rabbit hole. For instance, another article that I read came via Harper's BAZAAR’s website: “Have you checked in with your seven-year cycle?”
It was published a couple of years ago and touched on the fact that since “7” is a number that is reflected in things like nature, religion, and even art, why shouldn’t we look at holistic aging as a cycle of sevens, too?
I mean, since sevenbiblically represents completion, theangel number 7 means things like introspection and hidden truths, and even certain things about nature revolve around seven (likethe rainbow has seven colors — Genesis 9:12-13) — imagine if we did actually look at our lives (along with the things that happen in it) in cycles of seven?
And that got me looking for some intel on relationships (as far as the number goes). When it comes to marriage, most of you have probably heard of the seven-year itch before; it’s the belief that around the seven-year mark, one or both spouses will find themselves becoming either restless or dissatisfied to the point where they may consider splitting up during that time, more than any other, in their marriage. Okay, but what about friendships? Does seven mean anything in those types of dynamics?
Good question and actually, I did find something rather fascinating when it comes to that specifically. Check it out, and then hop in the comments to let me know what you think. Apparently, seven years may hold more weight with your homies (or former homies) than you might think.
What “7” Does to Friendships (According to Science)
GiphyBack when I was in my 20s and the early part of my 30s, I’ve got to admit that I encountered some semi-devastating shifts in some of my friendships. And listen, if you think that I’m exaggerating on the devastating tip, you should read articles like TIME’s “Why Ending a Friendship Can Be Worse Than a Breakup,” HuffPost UK’s “Why Friendship Breakups Can Be More Devastating Than Romantic Ones," or xoNecole's "My Female Friendships Were The Most Heartbreaking & Loving Relationships Of My Twenties."
Depending on how long you’ve been friends with someone, what causes the friendship to end, and/or how the friendship ended, the experience can damn near take your breath away.
I think a part of the reason is that most of us don’t see our friendships having an expiration date; in our minds, if we decide to let our guard down and call you “friend,” we expect you to be around for the long haul. However, when that doesn’t happen, sometimes we simply aren’t prepared for that, and so it ends up feeling like a punch to the gut (check out “How To Heal From A Broken Friendship” and “What It Takes To Heal A Broken Friendship.”)
As far as what was going on with me and my friendships personally, I think my (biggest) issue was I had a pattern of picking people who reflected some of the dynamics that I had with certain relatives. Therefore, so-called friends would suck attaking personal accountability and oftentimes would get ghost (check out “I Was 'Ghosted' By My Best Friend”). I also had friends who appeared self-confident (because most of them were physically beautiful) and yet either had really low self-esteem or low-key jealousy issues (check out “5 Signs Your Closest Friends Are The Most Envious Of You” and “Your Friends Are Thriving. You? Not So Much. How To Deal.”).
Not to mention that many of them liked to play the victim a lot (check out “It's Time To Get Out Of The 'Drama Triangles' In Your Relationships” and “Are You Being Manipulated? Are You Manipulative? Here's The Breakdown.”). Yet again, I get why I gravitated towards a lot of that because I was used to that type of energy being in my space; it was familiar to me even though it wasn’t right.
Once I recognized all of this for what it was, I switched up how I moved in friendships, and honestly, I haven’t had any friendship drama in quite some time (praise the Lord!). Come to think of it, the last time (and that was because I “took a hit” to protect a friend), ironically, was probably about seven or so years ago.
SEVEN. YEARS. AGO. Hmm. Is that a coincidence? Not according to science. For instance,one study that was conducted between individuals aged 18-65 shared that while 30 percent of individuals still had the same friends, 48 percent did not. Over what span of time? Seven years.
For the record,these findings pretty much stated that the seven-year change was mostly due to convenience and opportunity more than anything else.
In other words, if people change jobs, move, or even enter into a relational status where they are around a different group of folks (like goingfrom being single to being married), and that happens to be within a seven-year cycle, then their intimate interactions with people may shift based on that. Makes sense.
However, if seven symbolizes completion, hidden truths, and introspection, and if, like aging, we chose to look at friendships from a seven-cycle standpoint, could our relational transitions be about a helluva lot more than that too? I think so.
It’s Okay If Your Friendships Shift As You Do. It Really Is.
GiphyIt’s another message for another time, just how problematic it is in our culture that we’re less bothered by ending a marriage than a friendship. Vows are taken in marriage, sacred promises are made before God, one another, and loved ones — that isn’t usually the case with friends.
And honestly, from that point alone, we really need to give ourselves more grace when it comes to transitions that are made in friendships. For one thing, sometimes we become friends with people who we never should’ve in the first place — however, our trauma (or drama) or lack of understanding of self and what we actually need may have caused us to choose unwisely.
Beyond that, though, if personal evolution can cause us to change careers, life desires, or even our personal style, why can’t it also result in us having different wants in our relationships with other individuals? And if the ones who we are currently friends with cannot or aren’t willing to give us what we need, based on who we are now, why is it a bad thing to move from friendship into something else?
Because, as I say often to some of my clients, “There is a lot of space between ‘friend’ and ‘enemy’” — meaning that just because someone may no longer be a friend (especially a close friend), that doesn’t mean that y’all can’t ever enjoy a drink after work or that you have to roll your eyes at each other in the mall. You can be at peace with someone who you no longer consider to be a friend, mutually so. Trust me, I would know.
Because really, what are friends designed to do in the first place? Have you ever really thought about that before?
- A friend should encourage, support, and celebrate you.
- A friend should hold you accountable.
- A friend should be a safe space for your feelings and secrets.
- A friend should be trustworthy and reliable.
- A friend should help you to grow and evolve.
- A friend should be honest with you and help you to be honest with yourself.
- A friend should respect your thoughts, values, and boundaries — and, in many ways, complement them.
- A friend should give as much as they take (one way or another).
- A friend should not tell you what you want to hear but what you need to know.
- A friend should help to make you a better person, just by knowing them.
And to tell you the truth, based on where you are in life and the certain types of hidden truths and times of introspection that are revealed to you over time, friends may change; friends may need to change. Know what else? Based on how aggressive you are about your self-evolution, your friendships may shift more often than other people’s tend to do.
Yeah, I can speak to that as well because, as my mother used to tell me, “You are very violent about your peace and your growth.” Violent would be correct. And so, the more that I want to grow, heal, and move out of certain things, sometimes that has come at the risk or cost of certain folks no longer being in the “inner temple” of my life because they are simply focused on being somewhere else — and you know what?
I’m not being a friend to myself if I slow my own progress down just so I can continue to walk at the same pace as others. Sometimes, you’ve gotta say, “Thanks for bringing me to this point and place in my life,” and then keep moving forward…even if that means leaving them behind or that the two of you have simply hit a fork in the road and you’re going in two different directions.
Now what would be super fascinating is if coming to this point and place in your life happens on a seven-year cycle. Hey, but now that this has been (formally) introduced into your space, it’s definitely worth pondering, right? Is it that you don’t have friendships that last? Or is it more that you tend to become a different version of yourself around every seven years, and your social circles tend to reflect that? Hmm.
Just imagine if our goal in our friendships was to do our part to help individuals “complete” something in their lives as they did the same thing for us. And if that completion means that we don’t need them in the same way (and they don’t need us in the same way either), we’re not angry, embarrassed, or overthinking it — we simply accept that for what it is: the lesson was learned, the evolution transpired, the revelation was had…friend, I thank you.
Some friendships?They were always toxic.
Some friendships? Woundedness happened, andsome healing needs to take place.
Others? It could just be that they completed their purpose. We should honor that with love and light and simply move on. Whether that’s every few years, every seven, or decades up the pike — so be it. As long as both people got what they ultimately needed — it’s all good. Literally.
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Thinking about them kinda-sorta inspired this piece because they caused me to reflect on the times when some of my clients have come to me, semi-freaking out, and it was because their thoughts about someone had gone beyond “Hey, she’s pretty” or “Hey, he looks good.” Instead, they were starting to fantasize about certain folks, and they weren’t sure what to do about it, especially when some of those fantasies were transpiring while they were engaging in sex with someone else.
You know, it’s been reported that somewhere around 50 percent of people do indeed have fantasies about other people while having sex with another person. And that is definitely a high enough number to tackle some things about the topic here.
If you’re someone who fantasizes about other individuals, especially sexually, here’s some intel into why that could be the case, along with when it gets to the point and place where you might want to consider actually doing something about it.
What’s a Fantasy and What Exactly Causes Them?
GiphyWhenever you think of the word “fantasy,” what immediately comes to your mind?
Personally, what I find to be interesting is the fact that the dictionary says that there are actually a lot of things that can be considered a fantasy: your imagination, hallucinations, visions, ingenious inventions, illusions — I mean, there is even a genre of fiction that falls into the fantasy category. However, when it comes to what we’re going to discuss today, a psychological term for fantasy is “an imagined or conjured up sequence fulfilling a psychological need; daydream.”
And yes, before we get to the end of all of this, that definition is going to answer quite a few questions as it pertains to the topic of this particular piece. But first, more about the origin story of fantasies.
Apparently famed neurologist, Sigmund Freud spent some time analyzing fantasies and came to the conclusion that, more than anything else, a fantasy represents something that is either a suppressed urge or desire and when you stop to think about what you imagine, what your visions are, what you may long to invent — that certainly tracks. However, something that you should also keep in mind about fantasies is that, oftentimes, they are rooted in few boundaries and can even go well beyond what is considered to be reality (which is something that is based on facts and truth).
Oh, something else that needs to be kept in mind about fantasies is that they are typically relied on as a mental form of escape from something or someone (bookmark that).
And now that fantasies are more clearly defined, if your immediate question is, “Is it wrong to fantasize?” — no, I certainly don’t think that. What I do believe, based on what a fantasy is, though, is if you are fantasizing a lot about a particular person, place, thing or idea, it would be a good idea to ponder why that is the case — why is that a suppressed desire for you, why are you using that as a mental escape and perhaps, the most important question of all, does your fantasy come with any limits?
Now let’s build on top of this…
Now What Causes Folks to Fantasize About Other People?
GiphyAs I was doing more research on the topic of fantasies, I came across an article entitled, “What Happens In Our Brains When We Fantasize About Someone.” The author of it started the piece out by talking about a cool connection that she made with someone on a plane, only for her to find herself fantasizing about him once they parted ways. As she went deeper into her story, she mentioned a word that definitely needs to be shared here: heuristics.
If you’re not familiar with it, heuristics is simply a mental shortcut. For instance, if you find yourself needing to make a quick decision (check out “Before You Make A Life-Altering Decision, Read This.”), you may rely on heuristics to do it (even if it’s subconsciously). The challenge with that is oftentimes heuristics will only provide you with a limited amount of data and information, and relying only on that could cause you to not make the best choice, if you’re not careful. And boy, when heuristics jump into your fantasy space — well, something that immediately comes to my mind is celebrity culture.
Ain’t it wild how people will be on social media, speaking so confidently, about someone—or someone’s relationship—as if they personally know them (when they absolutely don’t)? I mean, just because someone is attractive or you’ve seen them carry themselves well in an interview or two, that doesn’t automatically mean that they are the ideal person or that they are someone to set your own dating standards by. If you’re not careful, though, heuristics and fantasies may encourage you to think otherwise.
That’s because the combo will try and get your brain to jump to all sorts of conclusions and, if you don’t keep that in check, it could result in you making premature, counterproductive, or even straight-up reckless decisions — because remember, a fantasy tends to be about suppressing an urge or desire.
Honestly, whether you are in a relationship or not, if you are fantasizing about a particular individual, understanding why you are doing that should definitely be explored.
However, if you are with someone and you’re fantasizing about someone else, you really shouldn’t ignore what is transpiring because, although by definition, there’s a good chance that whatever and whomever you are fantasizing about will never come to pass, the fact that it’s taking up some of your mental and emotional space, that needs to be acknowledged. Because if there is something that you want or need, and you seem to believe that your fantasies are better at supplying that for you than the reality of your relationship, why is that?
Let’s keep going…
What Does (or Could) It Mean If You Fantasize About Someone Else During Sex?
GiphyIt’s pretty common that a random song will come to mind whenever I’m writing an article. Today? It was Guy’s “My Fantasy.” Then a sitcom did — King of Queens, and the episode when Doug and Carrie were talking about his sexual fantasies. The song is about images that the fellas randomly have about beautiful women. The episode was about Carrie wanting to dictate to Doug what and whom he could fantasize about because some of his sexual fantasies made her feel uncomfortable or intimidated.
And both of these are a pretty solid intro into whether there is something wrong with sexually fantasizing about someone, especially while having sex with someone else. Well, before getting into all of that, I think another article that I read on the topic brings up a pretty good point — that it’s important to think about where your fantasies are coming from: your imagination, things you see on social media, porn that you may have watched, people who you actually know…and if it’s the latter, is it someone from your past or someone from your present?
Yeah, knowing the source of your fantasies can definitely help you to understand how “deep” into your fantasies you might be.
What I mean by that is, seeing a beautiful man one time and randomly thinking about what it would be like to have sex with him on some beach vacation is quite different than constantly thinking about your ex, the sex you used to have with him and then fantasizing about it For one thing, the beautiful guy, you will probably never have access to. That ex, though? Well, at the very least, that is a bit more realistic, right?
Then there’s the fact that, again, a fantasy is a suppressed urge or desire. When it comes to the beautiful man, is it his looks that you long for, or is it something deeper? And that ex of yours? Lawd, now why, when you have your own man in your own bed, is your ex “scratching some sort of itch”? Because we all know what they say — “he’s your ex for a reason,” so why is he creeping up into your intimacy space now that the relationship is over? Is something unresolved?
Are there sexual needs that he met that your current partner isn’t (check out “You Love Him. You Prefer Sex With Your Ex. What Should You Do?”)? Is something currently transpiring in your current relationship that you are using fantasies about your ex to escape from?
You see, although when it comes to the topic of fantasizing about others when you’re having sex with someone else might seem like the a cut-and-dried, “Don’t do it, end of discussion” — as someone who works with couples for a living, I think the bigger concern isn’t if another guy comes into your mind during sex with your partner…it’s more about WHY is that happening to begin with. Because if you need to escape from where you are, if you can’t be present with your partner, something is definitely up.
When Should You Be Concerned About the Fantasies You Are Having?
GiphyDuring the last several months of breaking up (because we all know that sometimes breaking up is a process) with the last boyfriend whom I will have in this lifetime, I recall fantasizing about other people while having sex with him. It’s because I really wasn’t attracted to or interested in him, sexually, anymore — but I was a bit fearful of what it would mean to let the entire relationship go.
And boy, is that a huge red flag because I wasn’t fantasizing about some random famous person one time during sex — I was relying on images, my imagination, and previous experiences with other people to literally get me through the act. NOT. GOOD.
Y’all, one of the greatest and most profound forms of communication and connection between two people is sexual intimacy, and so, when it transpires, it really should only be about the two of them. That said, should you freak out over a thought about someone who creeps up into your mind every once in a while? Chile, more people have that happen than they will ever admit out loud.
On the other hand, should you worry if you’re like I was? I’ll put it this way — you should definitely be concerned because the last thing that you should be feeling during sex with someone is like you are suppressing what you need and/or that you want to escape from the moments that you are experiencing with them.
And yet, if that is indeed the case, though, what should you do?
Start with doing some sex journaling. Write down your fantasies, the sources of them, and why you are leaning on them in this season (check out “The Art Of Sex Journaling (And Why You Should Do It)”). If they are tied to unrealistic situations, be real with yourself about that. If they are rooted in potential possibilities, do some journaling about how much you are “feeding into” that reality and what you think would be the wisest way to move forward, both for your sake as well as your relationship.
Talk to your partner. Each relationship is different, and so, while I’m not going to recommend that everyone just blurt out that they’ve been thinking about having sex with their co-worker or college sweetheart while having sex with their partner, I do think that the suppressed urges and desires (in general) should be mentioned. Sometimes, fantasies are birthed out of boredom (check out “If You're Not Having Great Sex, This Is (Probably) Why” and “Common Sex Problems Couples Have (& How To Fix 'Em)”) and doing something like creating a sex bucket list (check out “This Is How To Create The Best Kind Of ‘Sex Bucket List’”) can breathe new life into your bedroom.
Plus, sharing some of your deepest thoughts, feelings, and needs (in a kind, thoughtful, and mature way) can cultivate more emotional intimacy with your partner, and that can definitely be a good thing.
Consider seeing a sex therapist. If, after doing both of these things, the fantasies seem to be getting stronger and louder, you might need to make an appointment with a reputable sex therapist (check out “Have You Ever Wondered If You Should See A Sex Therapist?”). They may be able to help you to “connect some dots” about what’s going on that you wouldn’t have considered without their help, because sex therapists are trained in helping individuals sort out the mental and emotional sides of intimacy, not just the physical ones.
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Are fantasies bad? They aren’t. However, when it comes to sexual ones, a quote by Benjamin Franklin absolutely comes to mind: “If passion drives you, let reason hold the reins.”
And that, right there, should be a guiding message for how you should process the fantasies that you do have.
Amen? Sho’ you right.
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