
Ask Ayana: He Moved To Another Country & Goes MIA For Days, What Do I Do?

Dear Ayana Iman: My boyfriend moved to another country and he goes MIA for days and weeks; he says that he's busy with work. I just don't know what to do - it's a mess!
I hate to break it to you, but he's just not that into you. He has physically and mentally checked out of this relationship and failed to give you the courtesy of letting you know.
Unless he became a secret agent, there is no amount of work that would keep him from communicating with loved ones. These actions are those of someone who intentionally wants to create space. Going silent for days and weeks shows a lack of care, empathy, or regard for your time and feelings.
The distance isn't the issue; in fact, you can have a fulfilling healthy relationship that spans across continents. In order to do that there has to be a commitment from both parties that includes clear rules of engagement: the lines of communication, expectations of each other, visitations, and most importantly, an actual effort.
I know you love him. At this time, you have to love yourself more.
We are in the last quarter of the year – leave this mess in 2018.
Dear Ayana Iman:I'm six months pregnant and currently in school. How do I stay focused on achieving my goals when I'm faced with heartache, mental breakdowns, and a lack of motivation? I really want to get my Masters so I can be financially stable for my child but I feel stagnant.
I'm sorry to hear you're going through this during such a transitional time in your life. It sounds like there may be some issues surrounding the relationship with the child's father and/or your acceptance of becoming a mother – or possibly your family. Whatever the cause of your current grief, you need to acknowledge it and accept the reality of the situation. Practicing radical honesty will help you deal with the bad stuff as a way to get to the good stuff.
The fact is you can't change other people, but you can empower yourself and that starts when you decide it's time for a change. How about now?
You are a culprit in your own unhappiness. Own your part in it.
There are opportunities to grow from this to decide what's important to you. You already have one goal, which is to obtain your Masters degree. With such a big commitment, you deserve to get the most out of your grad program so that you can make the necessary connections to land a position that's financially rewarding and fulfilling. If there's a possibility to delay attendance next semester, you can spend that time nesting and really getting prepared for this new chapter as a mom. I understand the discomfort that can come from delaying graduation, but your best work comes as a result of focus and right now it doesn't seem like it's there. I just need you to know that this too shall pass. You are bigger than your circumstances. Taking a step back could allow you to prepare for your greatest comeback.
This child needs you to push through. Masters or not, you hold the power to make waves.
Owning your power comes with the weight of responsibility of being kind to yourself and others, eliminating relationships that don't serve you, and removing yourself from situations that don't promote growth.
Pregnancy comes with its own set of emotions, and I sincerely hope you're able to find joy while carrying your baby. Once you give birth, you can't get those moments back. Babies are intuitive and can feel your emotions. I suggest when you're feeling down to take a pause and a deep breath, and then speak love over your child. This simple step will help you redirect negative energy into positive affirmations. Here are a few to get started with:
- I trust my body.
- I delivered a beautiful and healthy baby.
- I am a strong and capable woman.
- I now feel inner peace and serenity.
- I am love.
Wishing you happiness and excitement during your third trimester.
With Love,
Ayana Iman xx
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Ayana Iman is a certified life coach, professional speaker, and mama of one based in New Jersey. She's also known for her love of big hair, travel, and cooking. Find her across social @AyanaIman.
Eva Marcille On Starring In 'Jason’s Lyric Live' & Being An Audacious Black Woman
Eva Marcille has taken her talents to the stage. The model-turned-actress is starring in her first play, Jason’s Lyric Live alongside Allen Payne, K. Michelle, Treach, and others.
The play, produced by Je’Caryous Johnson, is an adaptation of the film, which starred Allen Payne as Jason and Jada Pinkett Smith as Lyric. Allen reprised his role as Jason for the play and Eva plays Lyric.
While speaking to xoNecole, Eva shares that she’s a lot like the beloved 1994 character in many ways. “Lyric is so me. She's the odd flower. A flower nonetheless, but definitely not a peony,” she tells us.
“She's not the average flower you see presented, and so she reminds me of myself. I'm a sunflower, beautiful, but different. And what I loved about her character then, and even more so now, is that she was very sure of herself.
"Sure of what she wanted in life and okay to sacrifice her moments right now, to get what she knew she deserved later. And that is me. I'm not an instant gratification kind of a person. I am a long game. I'm not a sprinter, I'm a marathon.
America first fell in love with Eva when she graced our screens on cycle 3 of America’s Next Top Model in 2004, which she emerged as the winner. Since then, she's ventured into different avenues, from acting on various TV series like House of Payne to starring on Real Housewives of Atlanta.
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Eva praises her castmates and the play’s producer, Je’Caryous for her positive experience. “You know what? Je’Caryous fuels my audacity car daily, ‘cause I consider myself an extremely audacious woman, and I believe in what I know, even if no one else knows it, because God gave it to me. So I know what I know. That is who Je’Caryous is.”
But the mom of three isn’t the only one in the family who enjoys acting. Eva reveals her daughter Marley has also caught the acting bug.
“It is the most adorable thing you can ever see. She’s got a part in her school play. She's in her chorus, and she loves it,” she says. “I don't know if she loves it, because it's like, mommy does it, so maybe I should do it, but there is something about her.”
Overall, Eva hopes that her contribution to the role and the play as a whole serves as motivation for others to reach for the stars.
“I want them to walk out with hope. I want them to re-vision their dreams. Whatever they were. Whatever they are. To re-see them and then have that thing inside of them say, ‘You know what? I'm going to do that. Whatever dream you put on the back burner, go pick it up.
"Whatever dream you've accomplished, make a new dream, but continue to reach for the stars. Continue to reach for what is beyond what people say we can do, especially as [a] Black collective but especially as Black women. When it comes to us and who we are and what we accept and what we're worth, it's not about having seen it before. It's about knowing that I deserve it.”
This interview has been edited for length and clarity.
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'Leave Quicker': Keri Hilson Opens Up About Learning When To Walk Away In Love
What you might call Black love goals, Keri Hilson is kindly saying, “Nah.”
In a recent appearance on Cam Newton’s Funky Friday podcast, the We Need to Talk: Love singer opened up about a past relationship that once had the public rooting for her and former NBA star Serge Ibaka. According to Cam, the pair looked “immaculate” together. Keri agreed, admitting, “We looked good.” But her demeanor made it clear that everything that looks good isn't always a good look for you.
That was all but confirmed when Cam asked what the relationship taught her. Keri sighed deeply before replying, “Whew. Leave quicker.”
It was the kind of answer that doesn’t need to be packaged to be received, just raw truth from someone who’s done the work. “Ten months in, I should have [left],” she continued. “But I was believing. I was wanting to not believe [the signs].”
Keri revealed to Cam that despite their efforts to repair the relationship at the time, including couples counseling, individual therapy, and even sitting with Serge’s pastor, it just wasn’t meant to be. A large part of that, she said, was the seven-year age gap. “He was [in his] mid-twenties,” she said, attributing a lot of their misalignment to his youth and the temptations that came with fame, money, and status.
“There were happenings,” she shared, choosing her words carefully. “He deserved to live that… I want what you want. I don’t want anything different. So if I would’ve told him how to love me better, it would’ve denied him the experience of being ‘the man’ in the world.”
But she also made it clear that just because you understand someone’s path doesn’t mean you have to ride it out with them. Instead, you can practice compassionate detachment like our girl Keri. “You can have what you want, but you may not have me and that.”
When Cam jokingly questioned what if there was a reality where a man wanted to have both “you and a dab of that,” Keri didn’t hesitate with her stance: “No,” adding, “I can remove myself and [then you] have it. Enjoy it.” Sis said what she said.
Still, she shared that they dated for a couple of years and remain cool to this day. For Keri, being on good terms with an ex isn’t a sign of weakness; it's a reflection of where she is in her healing. In a time when blocking an ex is often seen as the ultimate sign of growth, Keri offers an alternate route: one where healing looks like resolution, not resentment. “I think because I have such a disgust for ugliness in my life. Like, I don't do well without peace between me and everyone in my life. Like, I really try to resolve issues,” she explained to Cam.
Adding, “I think that's what makes things difficult when you're like sweeping things under the rug or harboring ill feelings towards someone. When you're healed, when you've done your work, you can speak to anybody when you've healed from things. I think maybe that's the bottom line.”
Watch Keri's appearance on Funky Friday in full here.
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