

Do you remember the first time you learned that Santa Claus and the Tooth Fairy weren't real? Or that Lindsay Lohan really didn't have a twin in Parent Trap? For a hot ten seconds, you thought the whole world was a lie. Are my parents truly my parents? Is the sky really blue?
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Well, this same level of disbelief kicks in when you realize how difficult this phenomenon called "adulting" can be.
Picture this: It's 8:00 PM. You just got home from a long day of work, followed by 2 hours of fake smiling and small talking at the company networking reception. Traffic on the way home is surprisingly bad for so late at night. You get home and all you want to do is curl up in bed with a glass of wine and watch This Is Us, but you remember that you need to meal prep for lunch and dinner tomorrow. You then open the fridge to begin cooking and realize that your chicken isn't defrosted. Bet. Cereal it is. In the shower, thoughts about the bills you have to pay next week consume your mind.
What's a 401(k)? Who is the IRS and why do they need my money?
Am I actually a dependent?
If I say I am, do I get my money back?
Can I finesse and stay on my parents' health insurance until I'm 30?
Ugh, why is my rent due next week? Why does everything cost money?
The water goes cold. Great. You get out of the shower and suddenly it's 11:00 PM. How? Wraps hair. Climbs in bed. Lights off. Before you doze off, you remember that you have to do this all over again the next day, and the next day, and the next…
This, my friend, is adulting. This is the life we seemingly rushed through our final days of undergrad for. This is the beginning of our new forever. Woo!
All jokes aside, late fall typically marks the end of the adulting honeymoon period where we are forced to confront our misconceptions and regroup regarding our approach for this next stage of our lives. You're starting to see the same people at the club, your workload only seems to be growing larger, and the only consistent DMs you're getting in your inbox are from Sallie Mae.
Undergrad had its own playbook and by the time we graduated, most of us learned how to dominate the game. We were the stars of organizations, knew all the places to turn for help, had our community of friends on lock. And then, poof: we're starting all over. The rules aren't the same, we have a lot less free time, and we're learning more about our wants vs. needs.
For so long, my go-to depiction of adulting was Living Single: I was going to have this squad of fabulous girlfriends, go out on all these dates, have this amazing social life, and somehow still have time for myself. Well, now as a 20-something in that very same area of Brooklyn, I am pleased to report that I have a squad of fabulous girlfriends whom I rarely see because I work long hours, ain't nobody got time to be dating all the time, and my social life and desire for me-time often clash.
I have found that this tug-o-war, this requirement that you smell the roses and prioritize what truly matters to you, is a lot more representative of adulting than anything I saw on TV. And while so much of adulting is truly a lot of fun – the clean slate, the independence, the flexibility – there also a number of curveballs. How you adjust to the unexpected is up to you, but if done right, it can make all of the difference.
Here are 6 common struggles of adulting and tips on how to make the most of them:
Everything Costs Money
Bills, bills, bills, can you pay my telephone bills? Can you pay my automo-bills? If you did then maybe we could chill. Right now, if someone were to offer me 6 months of free groceries or free tickets to Coachella, I would pick the former with the quickness. No questions asked. I said what I said.
The beginning of the month is a constant dark cloud over our month because we know that we are going to have to pay our rent, electricity, gas, and wifi bills – maybe even cable – if you're bougie like that.
For recent grads, a good majority of our college expenses were in a vacuum. You likely paid a good chunk of your schooling through grants, scholarships, loans, and possibly parental assistance on a semester basis. There was a lot of stress around the beginning and end of each semester, but what was required from you was a lot more nuanced. Now, we're being asked to make decisions regarding health care plans and life insurance, when 6 months ago the highest level of financial planning we obtained was organizing an 8 person spring break trip to Cancun.
Tip: Get organized as quickly as you can regarding your mandatory expenses. Food, shelter, transportation, student loan repayment – the basics – should be prioritized from the jump in order to avoid hiccups. I create Google Calendar notifications for my bill due dates and set up automated payments to ensure timeliness. I also met with a financial planner to discuss my long-term strategy. After doing some basic budgeting, you will have a better sense regarding your flexible income and can pursue financial mentorship for more complicated concepts like 401(k) planning and saving for graduate school. You need to know what you're working with so there are no surprises.
The Same Routine Can Get Monotonous
Depending on your job and overall lifestyle, the day to day life of adulting can get old pretty quickly. Wake up, work, eat, sleep, repeat will pretty much be the mantra of the next few decades, give or take a few vacations (depending on how many days you get off *cough cough*) and spontaneous sick days. That being said, it is important to spice up your life whenever your daily routine is getting too stale.
Tip: Grab your girls and go on a short weekend trip to a nearby city or visit a new cafe that has been catching your eye. Days and weeks can blur together, months passing at a time before you realize it, if left unchecked. You need to be very intentional about making time for yourself and experiences that will make you smile amidst the slow days. Reclaim your time.
Your First Job May Not Be Your Passion
Listen here, lean in close: It's okay not to love your first job – or first couple of jobs. Even jobs you love can stress you out when the hours are demanding and/or you depend on them to pay your bills. Upon connecting with a few of my friends to discuss our new lives, a common thread is the overall shock of working full-time and how drastically different or unfilling the work is compared to our original expectations.
Tip: First, remember that learning what you dislike from a career perspective is often as just as important as learning what you do like. Whether you decide to leave or stay, during your first few months/years into a new role, you are developing a set of transferable skills that will make you a stronger employee in your next job. So, don't quit as soon as your job isn't how you imagined. Work to maintain a strong reputation, give yourself time to truly assess your environment, and try to make the best out of your current situation, so leaving on good terms is actually an option.
Maintaining Old Friendships And Building New Ones Requires More Effort
We all knew it was coming, but moving away from all of our college friends and connecting with them less frequently is a definite down downside of adulting. While you'll certainly make new friends and FaceTime the old ones, you'll eventually have to come to terms with how little free time you have for a social life in general. Unless you work with your new friend group, meeting new people can be more challenging.
Tip: Be more thoughtful about the relationships you want to maintain and the kinds of people you want closest to you. Quality does not equal quantity and it's okay to accept that some friendships are just for a season.
But, as a general tip: Be intentional.
If having a solid group of friends is important to you, actually work to cultivate one. If keeping up with your old friends is important to you, make sure you check in every once in a while. Join book clubs, invite your neighbor over for a wine night, send your BFF a funny meme to check in on her. Going with the flow does not always pan out in a world where everyone is growing, stretching, and moving at the same time. If you care about something, make it known.
Dating in Your 20-Somethings Is A Mixed Bag
I have found dating in your 20-somethings to be like a box of chocolates. Some chocolates have pretty coating but taste disgusting, some bizarre chocolates taste surprisingly good, and sometimes, it's just better to stick with what you know. All in all, there are a number of options, you don't always know what you're getting, and you can't eat all the chocolates at once, but the temptation is there.
When I first thought about moving back to NYC, the promise of an active dating life was certainly a plus. Especially, after living in Utah for a few months. While dating is definitely an option, I quickly learned that first dates get old pretty quickly and there is such a range of experience and expectations in one age demographic. Some people are already 7 years deep into their careers and want to lock it down immediately, while some barely know where their next paycheck is coming from. Guys who I originally saw myself with ultimately did not fit the bill and taking the time to truly get to know new people while balancing busy work schedules and the occasional existential crisis can grow to be too much. As annoying as dating in college was, I found it to be a lot simpler.
Tip: Despite the cliche, some of the greatest tidbits of dating advice that I've received about dating in our 20's is the importance of spending time working on ourselves, understanding what we truly want, not being afraid to communicate, and asking people to step up or to step away. There is so much pressure to compare ourselves to those around us, especially in the age of social media, and there is this incessant pressure to have all the answers. In reality, most of our peers are just as lost as we are. The harsh reality is that we'll just have to kiss a couple frogs – or keep trying different chocolates – until we figure out what truly works and who makes us the happiest. Our 20's are for growth.
There's no turning back
If only we could just decide not to adult for a few months. Just temporarily freeze the impending bills and demands and simply exist. Wouldn't that be nice?
Tip: Well girl, this ship has sailed. Bon voyage. There's no turning back. There will be ups and downs, tears and celebrations, and moments where you question it all. But, after you get ahold of your schedule, finances, and figure out who and what brings you joy in this new chapter, adulting really isn't half bad.
What are some of your adulting struggles and strategies? Tell us in the comments below.
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Lydia is a recent Ivy League graduate and lifestyle writer based out of NYC. Storytelling her way through her 20-somethings, her lens is all things career, self-care, and #BlackGirlMagic. Meet Lydia on Instagram @hello_lydia.
Eva Marcille On Starring In 'Jason’s Lyric Live' & Being An Audacious Black Woman
Eva Marcille has taken her talents to the stage. The model-turned-actress is starring in her first play, Jason’s Lyric Live alongside Allen Payne, K. Michelle, Treach, and others.
The play, produced by Je’Caryous Johnson, is an adaptation of the film, which starred Allen Payne as Jason and Jada Pinkett Smith as Lyric. Allen reprised his role as Jason for the play and Eva plays Lyric.
While speaking to xoNecole, Eva shares that she’s a lot like the beloved 1994 character in many ways. “Lyric is so me. She's the odd flower. A flower nonetheless, but definitely not a peony,” she tells us.
“She's not the average flower you see presented, and so she reminds me of myself. I'm a sunflower, beautiful, but different. And what I loved about her character then, and even more so now, is that she was very sure of herself.
"Sure of what she wanted in life and okay to sacrifice her moments right now, to get what she knew she deserved later. And that is me. I'm not an instant gratification kind of a person. I am a long game. I'm not a sprinter, I'm a marathon.
America first fell in love with Eva when she graced our screens on cycle 3 of America’s Next Top Model in 2004, which she emerged as the winner. Since then, she's ventured into different avenues, from acting on various TV series like House of Payne to starring on Real Housewives of Atlanta.
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Eva praises her castmates and the play’s producer, Je’Caryous for her positive experience. “You know what? Je’Caryous fuels my audacity car daily, ‘cause I consider myself an extremely audacious woman, and I believe in what I know, even if no one else knows it, because God gave it to me. So I know what I know. That is who Je’Caryous is.”
But the mom of three isn’t the only one in the family who enjoys acting. Eva reveals her daughter Marley has also caught the acting bug.
“It is the most adorable thing you can ever see. She’s got a part in her school play. She's in her chorus, and she loves it,” she says. “I don't know if she loves it, because it's like, mommy does it, so maybe I should do it, but there is something about her.”
Overall, Eva hopes that her contribution to the role and the play as a whole serves as motivation for others to reach for the stars.
“I want them to walk out with hope. I want them to re-vision their dreams. Whatever they were. Whatever they are. To re-see them and then have that thing inside of them say, ‘You know what? I'm going to do that. Whatever dream you put on the back burner, go pick it up.
"Whatever dream you've accomplished, make a new dream, but continue to reach for the stars. Continue to reach for what is beyond what people say we can do, especially as [a] Black collective but especially as Black women. When it comes to us and who we are and what we accept and what we're worth, it's not about having seen it before. It's about knowing that I deserve it.”
This interview has been edited for length and clarity.
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Tracee Ellis Ross Is Still Living A 'Robust' Life Despite Sometimes Grieving Not Being Partnered
Tracee Ellis Ross sat down with former first lady Michelle Obama and her brother Craig Robinson for their IMO podcast to have a candid discussion about dating, marriage, and family. At 52, the beloved actress is single, but is still open to finding her person. However, she realizes that she has to navigate dating differently, describing herself as a "unicorn."
“I’m a very unique sort of unicorn of a woman, so it's gonna take a unique person,” she explained. "And in the meantime, I've really learned how to live my life and enjoy it and not sit around waiting."
Calling herself a "choiceful woman," she has had to push against culture norms and found that many of her experiences with men around her age were challenging due to the toxic masculinity they had been raised in. Many of their views about relationships conflicts with how she lives her life, so she tends to date younger.
“It's not just that I'm older. I’m also very embodied. I am a full, very whole person who knows myself, who is in charge of my life and who lives a very full, just robust life," she said.
Regardless if they're younger or older, Tracee has made it clear that she isn't settling and won't be in a relationship for the sake of having a partner. Even when loneliness creeps.
“As much as grief does surface for me around not having children and not having a partner, I still wouldn’t want the wrong partner. At all, I’m not interested in that. You have to make my life better, it can’t just be ‘I’m in a relationship just to be in a relationship,” she said.
Fans have watched pieces of Tracee's life played out on social media and TV. Just one look at her Instagram, you see that the black-ish star lives her life to fullest and it's filled with fashion, family, and all-round fabulousness.
"Even though the grief does emerge, and that comes, and I hold that, I think of what I’ve done. I think I woke up every morning trying to do my best. I didn’t wake up one morning and be like I’m gonna mess this day up. So I must be where I’m supposed to be.”
She added, “And sometimes I think of all of the things I’ve done—the courage that I’ve had to have, what I had to learn to how to navigate as a single person with no one to hide behind. It's built a really beautiful experience around me and I have incredible friends."
The Black Mirror actress has spoken about dating before and has always stated that she doesn't allow singleness stop her from living her best life.
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