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The Evolution Of Rihanna

From Bad Gal Riri to billionaire mom to be, she’s always reinventing herself

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A few hours after the initial shock of Rihanna’s official pregnancy announcement had worn off and I had tweeted through all my feelings that were just different variations of me saying “him, girl??!!” a warmer, more sentimental feeling started to take over me.


A realization had struck me that I had witnessed Rihanna’s growth since the very beginning of her career. I was ten years old when this beautiful Bajan singer first broke onto the scene with her dance single “Pon De Replay.” I don’t remember much from those early days. I do however remember the near-ubiquity of her presence just a few years later when she left behind the Beyoncé-lite era her label was molding her into and reemerged with a shorter, darker haircut, a new edgier sound, and the bad gal moniker. At that moment Rihanna reintroduced herself as someone who is always going to be her own person – not who other people expect her to be.

I won’t spend time here rehashing the very public personal turmoils she’s gone through in her career. Or all the now-iconic online fights she’s had with trolls and other celebrities. But at every point when the world wanted to humble Rihanna or at every point that could’ve been the end of her story, was another moment where she reinvented herself and came back stronger than ever, with more recruits into her Rihanna Navy.

On her last album (which hopefully won’t be her LAST album), Rihanna fully embraced and concretized herself as the definitive queen of savagery in songs like “Needed Me” and “Desperado.” She would be no sucker for love or the bad bitch tool a man used to fix his inner issues.

Now at 34, she’s gushing over her partner and their new baby. What made me get the warm fuzzies after Rihanna’s pregnancy announcement is that I’m a part of the emerging generation of women that watched as the singer modeled a version of womanhood that showed the ways in which being sexy and ruthless can be freeing. She showed how not bending to the will of others could lead you to the life that you want. That you can have multiple careers and still find a love to build a home with.

With her rebellious maternity fashion and her recent Vogue cover spread, where she talks about her hopes for motherhood and about her relationship with her current partner, it seems like Rihanna is once again ready to reinvent herself.

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When I was ten, my Sunday school teacher put on a brief performance in class that included some of the boys standing in front of the classroom while she stood in front of them holding a heart shaped box of chocolate. One by one, she tells each boy to come and bite a piece of candy and then place the remainder back into the box. After the last boy, she gave the box of now mangled chocolate over to the other Sunday school teacher — who happened to be her real husband — who made a comically puzzled face. She told us that the lesson to be gleaned from this was that if you give your heart away to too many people, once you find “the one,” that your heart would be too damaged. The lesson wasn’t explicitly about sex but the implication was clearly present.

That memory came back to me after a flier went viral last week, advertising an abstinence event titled The Close Your Legs Tour with the specific target demo of teen girls came across my Twitter timeline. The event was met with derision online. Writer, artist, and professor Ashon Crawley said: “We have to refuse shame. it is not yours to hold. legs open or not.” Writer and theologian Candice Marie Benbow said on her Twitter: “Any event where 12-17-year-old girls are being told to ‘keep their legs closed’ is a space where purity culture is being reinforced.”

“Purity culture,” as Benbow referenced, is a culture that teaches primarily girls and women that their value is to be found in their ability to stay chaste and “pure”–as in, non-sexual–for both God and their future husbands.

I grew up in an explicitly evangelical house and church, where I was taught virginity was the best gift a girl can hold on to until she got married. I fortunately never wore a purity ring or had a ceremony where I promised my father I wouldn’t have pre-marital sex. I certainly never even thought of having my hymen examined and the certificate handed over to my father on my wedding day as “proof” that I kept my promise. But the culture was always present. A few years after that chocolate-flavored indoctrination, I was introduced to the fabled car anecdote. “Boys don’t like girls who have been test-driven,” as it goes.

And I believed it for a long time. That to be loved and to be desired by men, it was only right for me to deny myself my own basic human desires, in the hopes of one day meeting a man that would fill all of my fantasies — romantically and sexually. Even if it meant denying my queerness, or even if it meant ignoring how being the only Black and fat girl in a predominantly white Christian space often had me watch all the white girls have their first boyfriends while I didn’t. Something they don’t tell you about purity culture – and that it took me years to learn and unlearn myself – is that there are bodies that are deemed inherently sinful and vulgar. That purity is about the desire to see girls and women shrink themselves, make themselves meek for men.

Purity culture isn’t unlike rape culture which tells young girls in so many ways that their worth can only be found through their bodies. Whether it be through promiscuity or chastity, young girls are instructed on what to do with their bodies before they’ve had time to figure themselves out, separate from a patriarchal lens. That their needs are secondary to that of the men and boys in their lives.

It took me a while —after leaving the church and unlearning the toxic ideals around purity culture rooted in anti-Blackness, fatphobia, heteropatriarchy, and queerphobia — to embrace my body, my sexuality, and my queerness as something that was not only not sinful or dirty, but actually in line with the vision God has over my life. Our bodies don't stop being our temples depending on who we do or who we don’t let in, and our worth isn’t dependent on the width of our legs at any given point.

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