I already know I'm gonna get some "push back" on this. That's fine. As a marriage life coach — and someone who has dodged a bullet myself in this area — I've seen emotional affairs happen enough to stand firm on my opinion, which is this: I think having your spouse be your best friend is one of the best ways to affair-proof your marriage.
By no means am I saying that when you get married, your husband or wife should be your everything, that's too much pressure for any human being to endure. I'm not even saying that you shouldn't have friends of the opposite sex. What I am saying is, if you esteem your spouse as being the closest and highest quality friend that you've got (and they see you the same way), you'll probably be more prone to respect, trust, and emotionally rely on them above all of your other relationships. And that? That is what can keep what I'm about to share from creeping up on you.
'Cause here's the deal. Emotional affairs are an epidemic these days. Reportedly, 45 percent of men and 35 percent of women (although I personally believe it's A LOT more than that) have had one; 60 percent of them being work-related.
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And if you're someone who happens to think they're "not as bad" as a sexual affair, think again. People in emotional affairs tend to share intimate details about themselves, and sometimes stuff their own significant other doesn't know. People in emotional affairs tend to constantly compare their spouse to the other person. People in emotional affairs tend to have the kind of connection where both individuals really understand and enjoy each other — sometimes above their own husband or wife. What's "innocent" or "not so bad" about that?!
The reason why a lot of emotional affairs go undetected is because while it's clear when something has gone too far physically, sometimes people don't (initially) know when they've crossed the line on an emotional level.
In order to keep you from being an emotional affair statistic, here are some signs that I've noticed can have you caught up in someone who isn't your spouse — whether you realize it or not:
They Give You Butterflies.
Think back to the people who've given you those butterfly feelings, down deep in your stomach before. When you were a child, they were probably a teacher or one of your older siblings' friends. As you got older, it was probably someone you ended up dating, or at least kickin' it with. My point? Either it was someone you had a crush on, or someone who became more than a friend.
If there is someone in your life who has you feeling the way those people in your past did and that person happens to be married or in a relationship with someone else? Spin it however you want to, but you are attracted to them and on a slippery slope.
Attraction is the open door (or gateway drug) to taking relationships to the next level. If someone is spoken for, there should be no "level" on the menus other than a platonic connection and involvement.
You Are "Secret Friends".
I can't remember what movie I saw that had this line in it, but it stayed with me regardless — "Secrets are seductive". Keeping that in mind, there's a guy I used to counsel who had (count 'em) seven emotional affairs over the course of a 15-year marriage.
How'd he end up with so many? It's because he didn't think anything was wrong with what he was doing. In his mind, since he was just talking to other women on the phone, texting from time to time, and having lunch every once in a while, it was all good. After all, friends do that, right?
Yep. They do. Here's the problem, though. His wife knew NOTHING about ANY of these interactions.
I don't know about you, but I don't have any friends who are secrets from other people. However, back in my creepin' days, I messed around with folks that no one knew about, and that's just where I'm going with this. If you've gotta hide 'em, there's something shady that's either already going on or about to be.
(By the way, he ended up divorcing his wife and marrying one of those — ahem — "friends".)
You're Avoiding Their Spouse.
This point is connected to the one I just made. I have male married friends. Guess what? All of their wives have access to me. I've met them before and they have my phone number. It's for two reasons. One, I believe that when a woman trusts you enough to spend time with their man, on any level, that is a privilege; the least I can do is make sure she can reach me if she needs to. Two, if I care about my male friends, I should care about who and what they care about; their wife goes on the very top of that list.
While I might not be "besties" with the women, we're quite cool.
If you would prefer to avoid your friend's spouse (or significant other), unless they are psycho or something, you should ask yourself why. If everything's on the up-and-up, their partner knowing you shouldn't be that big of a deal.
Is it?
If They Were an Option, You'd Be All Over Them.
Listen, I love my married male friends. Each one is awesome and has been a true lifesaver on a lot of levels. Next sentence — although they're attractive, smart, funny, ambitious, and I can see why their wives chose them, their relationship status isn't the only reason why we're "just friends". Meaning, even if they were single, I'm good. They're just not my type. On any level. Period.
Now, one time I did have a married male friend that had me HOT at God that I didn't meet him before he said, "I do" to his wife. And you know what? That was my cue that I was teetering on getting into an emotional affair.
So yeah, if you've got a friend who's in a relationship and you know you'd want to be with them if they weren't? Be very careful…you're probably already more (emotionally) attached than you need to be.
You Can't CLEARLY DEFINE the Relationship.
It's complicated. When something is defined as being complex, that means it's difficult to understand and/or hard to interpret. Grandma used to say, "Somethin' in the buttermilk ain't clean."
What in the world is so complicated about a genuine friendship? You like each other's personalities, you have things in common, and you both strive to make one another better people. That means you support their relationship and they support your single status and/or your getting into a relationship with someone else. Simple as that. Over and out.
If you need an hour and a Merriam-Webster's Dictionary to explain what your friendship is all about, something is definitely off. Very.
BONUS: They Let These Things Happen to You and Your "Friendship".
If you can check most or all of these things off on your box, there's a serious comin' to Jesus meeting that you need to have with yourself. In the meantime, don't beat yourself up too much because there's another side to this situation.
If the person you're in an emotional affair with ALLOWED things to get this far, they are shady as all get out and, on some level, they are right up in your emotional affair with you.
Why do I say this? It's simple. Happily married people set healthy boundaries with other individuals. They aren't cool with their spouse knowing nothing about their other friends, and they can clearly define what is going on.
If the person you're "friends" with isn't like this, I hate to break it to you, but they're not really your friend. A true friendisn't going to keep you a secret or want you wasting your time in something that isn't going anywhere. They're not gonna set you up for possibly having an unpleasant run-in with their spouse someday either.
If you can't honestly say that your friends establish and have boundaries, well…not only are you (probably) in an emotional affair that you need to get out of but a "friendship" that needs to come to an end too. Real talk.
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Les Alfred: Being a Jane of all trades is incredibly challenging. And one of the challenges I've faced is that the scope of what podcasters now need to do has increased so much. When I first interviewed you in 2019, I was still very new at it, but I remember being on a Skype call with you from my bedroom in Seattle. That was how I ran the show. And that was good enough. That is absolutely not good enough these days. The scope and the quality keeps increasing, but the resources that you have don't necessarily increase in order to remain competitive.
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On Balancing Ambition and Rest
Kayla Greaves: I've had to make a very clear effort to slow down and just not take on as much. Yes, you're running a business, but you're also living your life. I had one of those days yesterday. I just laid down and listened to white noise for hours because I just needed my brain to just be clear. I called a friend. I cried.
I'm starting over again today. The sun is out. It's a new day. And that's just sometimes what you have to do. You can't show up for your audience or for other people, if you can't show for yourself. I think that creativity comes from a place of living your life and having genuine experiences, and then sharing those experiences through your art.
"I had to give myself permission to let myself grow publicly in ways that I'd already done personally."
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On Evolving Through Growth and Rebranding
Les: I didn't create Balanced Black Girl until 2018, but I started blogging and creating content and doing things under the Balanced brand in 2014. I was 24 years old at the time. Now, I'm 36. The things that were important to me, the perspective that I had and the stories I wanted to tell were entirely different. I think I had to give myself permission to let myself grow publicly in ways that I'd already done personally. The show isn't really about wellness anymore. And that shift started happening a couple of years ago.
When we started expanding into more lifestyle topics, more self-help topics [and] talking about entrepreneurship, the audience responded really well. That was when the show really started to grow and take off. And that was what got so much more engagement than the episodes back in 2020 when I was doing hour-long deep dives on gut health.
Rebranding the show was something I've been thinking about for a long time. When I was finally like, 'Oh, I need to do this,' honestly, was the 2024 presidential election. I was like, these people are about to be in here acting crazy. I do not feel safe with my business name being what it is. I don't want to be targeted for any BS. We saw what they did to the Fearless Fund.
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On Integrity Over Income
Kayla: I have many other interests aside from beauty. I'm growing and I'm changing as a person. I'm not the same person I was when I started at InStyle in 2019 before the pandemic rocked everybody's world. I don't think reviewing every single lipstick that comes out is exciting or interesting, because everybody does it now, and everybody feels like they're qualified to speak on things that they're not qualified to speak on. I'm currently in that pain point of growth.
I don't think I have always been in environments where I've been encouraged to branch out on my own ideas. I finished Ina Garten’s memoir maybe a month ago. She kept repeating this quote in her book. She said, ‘What goes in early, goes in deep.’ Now that I'm on my own and I don't have the resources of a traditional media company, which is what I have become accustomed to, sometimes it's difficult for me to be like, 'Okay, just go ahead with the thing.'
I think, Les, just the other day, you reposted somebody saying that they let go of a five-figure deal and then got double the next day because it just didn't feel aligned for them. Those are the things that happen. I have to find a balance of, 'Okay, how do I keep myself afloat?' And that may mean I may not be balling out of control just yet, but I'm okay for now. I can buy myself nice things every once in a while, but you have to balance your integrity with your income.
Les: There are just certain lines that I'm not willing to cross. Especially when I created more wellness content, one of those lines was I will not promote any sort of weight loss product. All of these GLP-1s all want to advertise on my podcast. I actually have nothing against those types of products, but I don't ever want someone to look at what I'm putting into the world and think that I'm saying that they need to feel a certain way about their bodies.
Even if the money is great, that's not for me to say, and that's not the type of message that I want to put out here. Or, I had another kind of brand deal come through that would have required me to divulge things about my personal life that I just don't really want my audience knowing about me, and bringing them along on journeys that I just find personal and I want to keep offline. I don’t want to be known for dragging my mess all over the internet for a buck.
I don't want to be known for being an influencer. I would love to be 1,000% in on my podcast, scale it, have it grow to be a media empire where I'm producing and putting out other bodies of work. For now, until that other side of the business really picks up and gets to the point where I want it to be, I kind of need to play the influencer game a little bit to live in this expensive city. But I'm gonna do it on my terms. It's a constant compromise that I'm coming to with myself.
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On Mutual Admiration and Friendship
Les: Something that I really admire about you in having known you for the past couple of years is you don't wait for a roadmap. You jump in, you roll up your sleeves, and you do it. You can never make a big vision come to fruition if you're sitting and you're waiting for somebody else to tell you exactly what to do.
Kayla: Well, first of all, I want to say thank you for saying that, because that means so much to me, and it's very affirming. That's exactly how I feel about you. I remember, even at your first live show, you're like, ‘Oh my god, I'm so stressed. I don't know what I'm doing.’ And, the shit sold out. And, you know, and now, like, you see the growth of the podcast. And you have nearly 61,000 subscribers on YouTube. I just checked recently.
I talk a lot about people that really just need to not say anything on the internet, because it's so frustrating as somebody who grew up as a traditional journalist. You want people to fact check and ask thoughtful questions and have good conversations. I've never said that about you. I've always loved your podcast. And I've sent a lot of your episodes to friends when they're going through specific things that you're talking about.
This season has been a little bit slower to me, so you've been a constant source of inspiration, and it's just been such a pleasure to see your podcast grow despite the challenges you've had. I know it's not easy, but you continue to grow and continue to push through, and I really admire that as somebody who sat and cried yesterday and listened to white noise.
And this is why I tell you all the time, you really do inspire me. I love you a lot.
Les: Oh my gosh, I love you a lot. I'm so glad that the podcast brought us together.
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