Kelly Rowland Reveals The Importance Of Being An Imperfect Mom
When it comes to parenting, there is no "right" way to do it. Maybe you've come across the "helicopter mom", or even the mother that is totally open to letting their child navigate their little worlds in their own way.
As mothers of young children, we are often caught between both of these spaces, doing what seems best for each individual child. For me, I treat my two kids as individuals when it comes to how I parent them because, well, they ARE individuals.
But one thing we all end up having in common is that once you become a mother, there is a tiny sliver of your identity that gets thrown away. Kelly Rowland recently spoke with InStyle to discuss this phenomenon, why there is no such thing as a perfect parent, and why it will always be different parenting a Black child in this country.
Sometime in the last 7 years, I went from "Michelle" to "Mom". And while I take this new name on with pride, I sometimes think back to the days where I was a singular person. Now that so much of my identity is wrapped up in being a mom, I forget what it was like to just be "Michelle", but I wouldn't have it any other way. These days are my hay days.
For Kelly Rowland, the 37-year-old singer says that even though she is one of the most famous faces in the music industry today, to a lot of folks, she's just "Titan's Mom". She tells InStyle:
"All of [people's] questions are like, 'Well, where's Titan?' or, 'How is Titan?" Now that he's in school, it's like — I'm Titan's mom. I don't have a name. My name is not Kelly, it's Titan's Mom."
As mothers, it's almost impossible to not judge ourselves for the decisions we make and the way we parent on a day-to-day basis. There are more working mothers today than ever before, and for a lot of us, there is a tinge of guilt associated with not being there for every moment of their lives. And even if we were able to do so, that wouldn't make us the perfect mothers either.
The grass is rarely greener, so we have to be able to take the good with the bad and find solace in the fact that perfection is impossible. Our ability to keep going and to learn from our mistakes is the perfect example for our kids: we are their first examples of what it looks like to persevere. Kelly says that her best friend recently reminded her to ignore anyone that might pressure her into thinking that she has to be the perfect mom:
"I was talking to my best friend in Houston, and she said 'Kel, I love you. But you're not the perfect mother — and neither am I. No one is — so whenever someone tries to put that pressure on you, just tell them to go.' You just want to make sure they have this easy life, but [trying to be perfect] doesn't make any sense in the world — they have to understand what falling down, and trying again, and getting back up feels like."
One of the most pressing issues of our times is figuring out how to raise our babies in a world that seems to present more and more racial tension. As mothers, it is our natural instinct to protect our cubs, by any means necessary. Most of the time, however, our only recourse is to teach them how to handle themselves accordingly in the face of racism or attacks against the things they can't control, especially the color of their skin.
Kelly says that right now she puts extra pressure on herself to make sure that her son is excelling so that he doesn't miss any opportunities because of the color of his skin. She revealed:
"When it comes to just being a black mother, the one thing you think about is the life of your child… You think about the fact that their life is just different because of their skin color. It's going to always be different because of their skin color. I put the pressure on myself — I'm like, he has to be great in school, he has to be further along than the other students to make sure he has an extra opportunity."
The hardest thing is to explain to a child is why skin color even matters to some people. They won't stay color-blind forever, so the dialogue needs to be open for the uncomfortable questions and we have to be ready to answer these questions with care. Kelly told Instyle:
"Right now, he sees no color because he's only a child… I want him to understand where I'm coming from — I'm still learning how to gather my words to say them all to him."
As parents, having these delicate conversations is our duty, otherwise, they might learn about it from someone else.
To read more of her conversation with InStyle, click here.
Featured image via Amanda Edwards/WireImage
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Michelle Schmitz is a writer and editor based in Washington, DC originally from Ft Lauderdale, FL. A self-described ambivert, you can find her figuring out ways to read more than her monthly limit of The New York Times, attending concerts, and being a badass, multi-tasking supermom. She also runs her own blog MichelleSasha.com. Keep up with her latest moves on IG: @michellesashawrites and Twitter: @michellesashas
ItGirl 100 Honors Black Women Who Create Culture & Put On For Their Cities
As they say, create the change you want to see in this world, besties. That’s why xoNecole linked up with Hyundai for the inaugural ItGirl 100 List, a celebration of 100 Genzennial women who aren’t afraid to pull up their own seats to the table. Across regions and industries, these women embody the essence of discovering self-value through purpose, honey! They're fierce, they’re ultra-creative, and we know they make their cities proud.
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7 Black Men On TikTok Making Everyday Living Look ThirstTrappy
You know how many of us, ladies, keep wondering why men don’t have the same sexy, handsome looks of yesteryear? That look from the ‘60s to the ‘90s? I FOUND THEM. And guess what? They’re doing what “real” men do best…simply making themselves handy (and not just in the traditional, gendered sense of the word). These fellas make it easy to fantasize about the reality that there are still good men out there – men who come into the lives of women and make it easier and softer by contributing every day but meaningful ways.
No, I don’t know them in real life because I found them via TikTok, but that’s the fun of fantasizing. You get to take one piece of the pie and make up the rest of it as you go alone. It’s like a game of MASH–choose your fighter and then go from there.
When I was watching their videos, I was totally unaware that my libido had been laying so low OR how attractive a useful man was until I tuned in to these guys (it started with Cam, and you’ll see why shortly). And I don’t mean to make it sound like men are only as good as what they can do for you, but I think it’s safe to say that far too many men are weaponizing their incompetence and enjoy being cared for but aren’t as quick to pour back into the women keeping their day-to-day afloat. Not even in minimal ways.
That said, these men seem to be a breath of fresh air on a sunshiny day. And, allow me to be wholesome and candid for a minute but they made me optimistic that there is hope for us after all. That we can find husbands and fathers who allow us to exist in this world with less harm and hope.
And, on a less wholesome note… never mind. I choose to keep it cute, but you’ll soon know exactly why this feels like a helluva task in just a moment. The other refreshing thing about many of these videos is the ASMR vibes – very cathartic to watch; really brings a sense of peace and calm over you. And, not to gas it, but if watching a man in action in that way via TikTok does that, JUST imagine what having the real thing would be like. My God.
Here are seven Black men on TikTok making everyday living look thirstrappy AF.
Cam
@renaissancecam subsist ⚙️ #vlog #dailyvlog #sundayvlog #peace #adayinthelife #gardening #handyman #rotties #bbq #pitmaster #juicing #health #healthy #fruit #fyp #explore #foryou #viral #menshealth #farming #country #outdoors #dogs #landscaping #food #vibes
Not only does Cam (28 and single) understand the assignment when it comes to carefully selecting Sunday’s cleaning playlist but he also was handcrafted by God himself, giving us #TradMan in only the best ways possible. Based on my lurking/Inspector Gadget deep dive through his content, he chops wood, gardens, fishes, and cooks–it’s no mistake that his handle is Renaissance Cam. And, ladies, I was able to get a few other little details about him because we all know curiosity kills the cat. No need to stay curious when we can just know. Yes, he’s single. He’s a Leo. And his ideal first date is a picnic at his favorite sunset island near one of the spots where he likes to fish.
Derwynn
@lifeofdwho Look how dirty my washing machine was 🤢🤮 . . #sundayreset #sundayroutine #cleaninghacks #cleaningmotivation #homefragrance #fyp #explorepage
Next up is Derwynn, who is more of a modern man. His content centers on his Sunday resets which entail deep cleaning his home–and, if you know, you know–Black household law is that this type of cleaning must occur on Sundays. And, man, ol’ man, does he make cleaning look good. It’s no wonder more men don’t do this willingly. Most have speculated that he’s a Virgo, but he’s actually a Cancer (but maybe he has other Virgo placements throughout?)
Deon
@chakmahtheking Brcome someone you woukd be proud of‼️ Don’t settle, you’re a KING! Follw me on IG @chakmahtheking #fyp #diy #motivation #jackofalltrades #king
Mister DIY himself, in living color! Admittedly, I did have to mute that Rocky music, but all the fix-it action 100 percent makes up for that. I don’t know him, but it’s giving “my man, my man, my man” type of delusion the minute I saw him handle that power tool (like my little pun). Unlike the first two, Deon isn’t quite as subtle in his understanding that he is indeed a prize (not to be confused with thee prize, y’all). But, he is, in fact, a man that adds value in many ways. And, this is what we mean when we say bring back these men – the good with their hands, easy on the eyes type men – and we’ll bust out the apron and the table settings.
Oklahoma Cowboys
@oklahomacowboys0 🤠 #oklahomacowboys #rodeo #blackcowboys #fyp #explorepage #cowboy #blacktiktok #fypシ #losangeles #countryboy #billpickettrodeo #race
When Destiny’s Child said, “they always be talkin’ that country slang,” I imagine these are the type of men they had in mind. Cause the video alone gone bring out my Southern ancestors in my spirit, and I was born and raised in Michigan. Babbbby, this is a retro type of man, and I’m here for it. It’s also a personal belief of mine that it speaks volumes about a man’s ability to nurture in the way that they care for animals and, in turn, the way animals respond to them. What’s that they say about animals and children being the best judges of character? Unfortunately, we don’t have a name for this cowboy, but fortunately, this page is action-packed with other cowboys.
John Doe
@atvmvp #honda #hondaaccord #carsoftiktok #cars #bodywork #painting #spraypaint #restoration #accidentrepair #southcarolina #blackmen #cartok #cartiktok #7thgenaccord #blackentrepreneur #blackdudes #budgetfriendly #voiceover #countryboy
While it’s always safest to have a bald-headed daddy to handle all your car issues, it definitely doesn’t hurt to have a car-fixing zaddy on call, too. Well, here you go! Out in the garage, in the hoop shorts and the slides – now him coming inside smelling like outside, car parts, and fading cologne. We also stan a frugal, problem-solving king! Peep how he purchased a used car and a five-dollar can of spray paint and got to work. The definition of getting it out the mud, if you ask me.
Stephen
@styleunrivaled #fyp #trending #viral #atx #car #ignitioncoil
Impressive, I must say. This gentleman, Stephen, walks us through replacing his ignition coils, but he also makes himself useful in other ways. That’s word to his other TikTok, where he offers the young fellas who want to argue about why women aren’t submissive instead of giving them something worth submitting to advice.
Lee
@leeshomeimprovement Deck for the chicken coop #fyp #foryou #dmv #blacktiktok #watchthis #explore #HousestoHomes #HomeImprovement #BuildingstoCompanies #blackmenbuilds #building #constructing #StayFocused #menwithdreads #follow #share #baltimore #HGTV
While this video doesn’t quite show Lee’s face, it does show his craftsmanship. I mean, it looks secure enough–I don’t know too much about building decks, but I do know this looks about right.. As for the rest, I scoped out the facecard on his other videos, and he is worthy of this list.
These men were difficult to come by, and I’m not sure if it has to do with the ratio of podcast mics to rakes/power drills/etc. Or because they’re simply not documenting themselves. But you should know that we’re looking for some more of these men folk to lust after while they check off the one honey-do list item within their reach through the internet … the one with my Rosé. Send more over! Tag them. I might even start a Make Men Great Again campaign on behalf of these brothas.
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